2009!

2008 is past tense alr.
it's a year where i went thru alot. in terms of fam r/s, friends, studies, working, views in life and love.

(positive parts..) got even closer to my family members, had a laopa&mummy at work.. got closer to working family.. made more friends, closer with penguins.. gained more working experience, experience a new life in poly.. learn to 'not look back' then, 'regret'.. when it comes to r/s wise.

(negative parts..) lost an uncle. i no longer set goals/targets for my studies.. to me, a pass is what i usually asked for. that's very much diff from sec3/4, when i will always make TOP3 my goal.
let go of someone rather important and held a significant position in my life for 2007.. *but it's not sth i regret of.

realised alot. started to be semi independence.
at least, i managed to survive the whole year w/o taking ANY allowance from family, pay my own sch fees and well, get everything i want using MY OWN HARD EARNED MONEY! =) it's an achievement to me.

the worst part is losing my uncle.
never had i been that lost in my life before. that shocked. that afraid.
and never had i seen my mother/sister/aunties/ahma cried that much.. then having to hold all my tears because korkor tells me to. never had i know that from then on, i've become a pillar of support to the family too.. (because i'm the second one they call besides korkor alr...) even till now, the feelings are still fresh. i'm still afraid of death.

learn to treasure ppl i love more.
to family, working family, penguins.. ME LOVE YOU ALL :)
ty for tolerating alot alot of my nonsense in 2008. for tolerating a gal full of mischief, crazy ideas.. alot alot of tantrums/attitude.. and you'll never know what is coming out of her mouth.. etc.
ty for being there to share my joy and watch me cry (HAHA) helplessly at times.. offering the kind words/encouragements/scoldings(when needed)..
&accepting me for who i am. =)

2009 Resolution :)

stop being clumsy!! (and getting blueblacks all over...)
stop doing stupid things!! (then kena laugh at!!)
able to survive in poly (i dont expect A grades la hor..)
learn to appreciate my parents more.. (stop being that 死小孩 then.. making them angry..)
save more money (to pay sch fees, 未雨绸缪)
hold on tight to those dear to me.. (i hate the feeling of losing grip)

haha and yes.. continue to be that naughty gal in 2009 then continue insisting that i'm good :P

*PS (to ppl who expects this).. erm.. no, i'm NOT putting less cursings into my resolution like i used to.. because it's not very much possible la hor. :P

WOOOHOOO! 2009.
:D i hope to :) more this year. lesser tears pls.
no more heartbreaking moments pls.